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Gotta tell you some miscellanous stuff, I've now seen The Texas Chainsaw Massacre on both versions the original(which was the one I just bought and saw)and the 2003 version, both are good, but I ithink the original version is more raw, I think it has a great picture, better than the latest version, but anyway both are good, they change some things from the original one on the newest(which is going at least to be showed here in Mexico), but they keep the essence of the movie.

Some friends have told me that ''Saw'' is a great horror movie, I will have to see it too, I bought ''Night of t he Living Dead'' on its original version. I'll see how it was like, I had just saw the '1980s version of it, I'll have too see if ''The Ring II'' is better than the first one.

You know that the european punk/pop/rock scene is hot nowadays, so you gotta check out 2 new releases of these 2 great representatives of that movement, The Apers ''Skies Are Turning Blue'' you can check some tunes of this new record here , and Zatopeks new album too called ''Ain't Nobody Left But Us'' you can check it out here , it seems that both bands are keeping their quality for punkrock records.

Hey, I just saw that Cody Lillington from the infamous Lillingtons, has now joined Teenage Bottle Rocket which is a great band anyway, so let's see how they sound with them, at least some people is trying to do some good punrock.

Hi, first things first, well...yes I have news about the thing that have been worrying all this last days, and they are bad news for me, and basically for my heart, let me tell you, if you don't wanna read it, it's ok.

Last nite one of my friends which is one of the bestfriends of her went out to have some dinner and she basically couldn't handle on her mind what all she knew about the thing, so she told me to hold on very hard because she was going to tell me something that I should know for a long time, and then she said: ''She was confused when she said yes to you, it was the moment that's why she said yes to you, and then the other day said she made a mistake by saying yes to you, so(by this time I was prepared for everything, but wait..)she just wants to be your friend, and other thing, she liked this other guy before you asked her, and so just to let you know that right now he's her boyfriend since 2 weeks ago(by this time I was heartbroken, you can saw it on the look of my face, totally lost.), and so she's his girlfriend now'', then I said: ''Oh, shit, I really didn't knew that, wow, it hurts.'', and so there was this big silence between her and me, then she told me that she was feeling bad for saying it to me, that she don't wanted to tell me but what the heck, that this girl told her not to tell me that, and all that kind of stuff.

I feel like shit obviously, is not a bit of good, it hurts, I fell like an idiot, stupid, or whatever, I wonder why she didn't told me first, but what can I do?, is just what it is, I'm confused, I feel I've been fooled around, but anyway that's what happened, and that how she decided to do it, she's cool, hope keep having a friendship with her, but what the heck, I just liked her so fucking much, it hurts.

I don't know where I'm going now or the direction or the way or whatever it is, anyway I still feel sad and idiot.

Well, it's been a dizzy day, and right now I have a fucking stomache, something I ate I think...anyway, things haven't change too much, still don't have a final decision on what I've been talking about on last posts, but I think I'm very close to have it on this week, I hope so really, yestarday some strange things happenned which I will have to discover pretty soon, allright I leave I'm pretty sick. Fuck it hurts!.

Hi, I'm starting a novel on my freetime,is about let's say.....mmmmhh, what else than a love story!!!, hehehe what a predictable thing right?, I don't care, I'm liking it, but like is my first one, is getting like I'm forcing the thing so I'm just starting it, I hope I could ended sometime on this year, then I'll post it here, ok I'll let you know.

In other part, the thing that takes my mind most of the day all days, no I don't have news of it, I wish I have, I'm a little less tense, let's say that I'm just mentally prepared for everything that could happen, calmly and waiting, is just that my mind gets this pannic shit, and reocurring thoughts of anguish, makes me so dizzy on a wrong way, it makes my brain stop thinking, my heart slows its beating, which at that time I use to have it on my chin, anyway feel a lot better, prepared and awared, maybe it's just me, maybe it's her, maybe it was stupid, maybe wasn't the time, maybe I'm just thinking too much, maybe I should take it as it goes, this or that, however is done, and I don't regret any of it.

All this reminds me that I just saw I girl who tool my brain and heart a long time ago, and when I saw I felt something pretty strange, that I couldn't describe with words, but I can say that: that girl is the responsable of where I am right now, funny shit how things change.

Oh, and we are gonna record some new songs by the end of March i think which will be our second ''demo''(all this demo thing is getting me so fucking crazy, because i think it should not be named like that, but I don't find another nearly word to describe it), I'll let you know.

Well anyway. I hope everything gets better, luck to every of you.

Mmmmhh...,no I don't have any news of what I posted the last time, anyway I won't let it bring me down even a little bit, in fact I just wanna like live my life like it is, don't waste too much tim thinkin' on it, but anyway I will say it fuck it, I fucking love her, yes that's it, it's a feeling that I can't deny really, so for bad or for well I hope to get news about what's really going on with us, sometimes I really wanna have her really close to me(even knowing that it could not be too much true right now), I never felt that for a girl, even friday night I got a little drunk, and after ending drinking I saw a photo of her with me, and I really felt that I needed her, not a false thought, just a real one, believe me.

Anyway this is just me, the thing is how she feels, and how does she wants this to end, I really don't wanna be the idiot of the game again, I had enough, she said the same : ''I've had enough too'' but anyway let's see what the heck goes on.

The actual thing is that I haven't been with her more than 5 minutes since a week and a half ago, so that barely sucks(she has been sick and stuff like that.).

Eeehhmm...things haven't been different since the last time I posted here, I was talking about being sad and pissed and dissapointed and all that stuff, I'm still on that kind of mood, I change a lot in the pace of the days, but not at all enough have change the situation to make me feel better on that ''issue'', the thing is getting friendly if you know what I mean(yes I mean I'm entering into the always dangerous and stupid ''friends'' thing), I'm not ok with that, I'm not whining about it that's reh(read this from backwards to forward)point of view, in fact I'm ok that ehs(read it the same as the other)has enough guts to tell me that, ehs(read it back to front)is very strong, I don't want to get to fucked it up on that is not that I don't care about it enough to it, in fact is one of the worst things that I had experienced, anyway today I'll finish this tense on my head, which makes me so fucking afraid and without confidence everyday that passes by, but tomorrow I will have you fresh news of what happened, on what it really seems a bad end(not that I'm gonna end bad, just that the thing is not gonna work anymore).

Since I've been so fucked up with my heart and stuff like that, I started realizing that no matter what I can always pass through it no matter what, so I wish myself a barely thought of luck.