Blog de Frol™

Well let see, The Eurocup just turned a little bit cold, ehhmm...I said the swedens we're going to won the cup, but I can said nothing to that now, now is all about good athlethes, strenght and no habilities instead of some good sparkles from The Czech Republic and some Portugal's players, but whatever these are the semifinals and the 4 teams earned we're they are right now.

So I'm forced to say my team to-win the cup, easy....the Czechs.

You can bet with me if you want to.

This storie about downloading(see: stealing) music from the internet is blowing my mind. I seriously think that is wrong for the bands(I'm not counting here the bands that don't give a fuck about they're music being stealed), because you are taking they're records for a prize that is not what they sell on the records stores, closely to this not to late the music stores are never going to exist I think, but who am I to talk about to this?, if I do it every day I can??, Is strange, I know I'm stealing but besides of that I feel like I'm getting addicted to it, so I do it, but I swear that I'll do it less now, even if you care or not.(geez these is getting strange man)

Do you really believe on this?: ''How good your drummer is, how good your band will be.''

I've been listening to this a few times and I think it's 99.99%, I would like to hear your thoughts.

My band is on process of recording our first disc, so if you want to hear them let me know and sure I will ask you for money, no kidding, well I'm hoping that it don't sounds like amateruish, but what can you do, we D.I.Y-it because is the only way we have and know right now, far away the best way.

The scene here by the way is strange pretty damn strange, you can't play a gig on a venue so easy, you have to be a ''well known band'', if you aren't go back to the basement parties and stuff like that, I'm not against those parties(in fact I've played them a lot, even more than venues), but they will have to be more organized at least or even take them more seriously by the bands and the guys who make them, maybe I sound egomaniac, but believe me if this wasn't like it is, you should problably get more interested on your band to play.

But some people just don't care, I know it have seem them, with all their prejudgments and stuff like that, trying to ''re-invent'' music, like it wasn't there all the time, but like Dr. Frank says: ''You can re-invent the wheel, if you don't even know what a wheel is''.

Last night I couldn't get a sleep, because thinking stupid strange things, like: it's my existence worthing?, in fact I know and I believe it worths , but sometimes you can't get a question out of your mind, questioning myself : does my existence is just a force of habit?, know I see that is not, but last night I couldn't slept without an answer, and then this panic attacks that I always get when I'm on this situation, but I controled them.

In fact I almost convinced that was no motivation for me on life, I mean if you say you don't have one, you are wrong, you have it, deep inside of yourself, you find it, I'm sure, but this time I was getting mad, In fact almost convinced myself that I don't like her anymore, but youu get to the point asking yourself; maybe I'm wrong, maybe I should calm down and wait for tomorrow, because sometimes you don't give a fuck about anything, because you get tired of all the same old crap and the same old trying to-be with someone(but most of the times you can't), so wasted and fulled with shit I got to sleep something at least for resting, I then a new day comes and forget everything you thought last night, but it wasn't this time!!, I woke up with the same stupid attitude that I was having, so I went out and start thinking: '' Hey if there's nothing you could get as motivation, so you have to make the motivation and make it happen, just for you and your own good'', and then you start the day's routine and start realizing that it comes to were far from the people and the world you are, maybe you are a total stranger to everybody and everybody thinks you are a grouch that always stays on the coach, but is not true!, you have your stuff to do and a lot of things to solve, people sometimes says to me: '' Hey you should act like everybody here, I mean who cares about somebody or anybody?'', when I hear that kind of stuff it's just stupid and pointless, so that means that I could give a shit about everything and don't care if my thoughts get disorder, ''You don't use honesty these days, you gotta be an smart-ass to live this days'', what can I sat I refuse to it.

The question is solved when I see that people this days don't give a crap about someone, and I realize that I can live myself as my way and that ''motivation'' is always a bad habit that we used ti have, but when we don't have it we miss a lot, you gotta live with it and knowing that there's motivation on you, but sometimes you don't even know what it is, or that was in front of your eyes all the time.

The other day that I climbed the ''La Silla'', I didn't told you that It worths the climbed, because when you get to the top of it, the view it's just incredible, amazing, breathless, I mean it's a postcard too, I never been so high(in the good sense), you have to be there to know what I'm talking about, you can see like 3 or 4 cities over there, there's a point when you reach the clouds pass through them and you pass them so all you can see over there is clouds and infinite clouds, sorry if it seems like I'm a retarded but really it's amazing, when you get the chance to go, go!.

Also I saw all the first round of the Eurocup and it had have been plenty of good games in average, I think Italy it's gonna win it anyway, but what it really took my sight at this first games was Sweden it's the more closest thing to what I call soccer at it's best, but anyway I go for the calcio, the Netherlands aren't what they we're in the past tournaments, Germany it's kinda doing it for the tradition, France it's an equilibrate team, great players and good coach, and I'm glad that Portugal lost their first game with the greeks, anyway if you have the chance to see a bit of it, you won't be dissapointed.

Oh, and at this point Van Nisstelroy's goal has been the best.

Go watch it!.

I just came from this stupid party where there supposed to be playing some bands and even my band could have the chance, but it sucked there were a lot of people with this rockstar attitude, and they don't wanted to play becuase there weren't complete and stuff like that, well you know all that stupid things because we were there for fun I mean it becuase there was a lot of people there.

So this means there's a lot of stupid things on my head right now, but also it reminds me that I just climbed the La Silla and I'm exhausted as hell but it was kinda cool I did it on 4 and a half hours climb and coming back and never done it before, so I feel cool about that but also stupid for going to that stupid party it just sucked nobody ended up playing the thing was boring and the girl who ''organized'' it was pretty like not knowing what to do, and things don't worked out anyway.

Anyway who cares they were going to throw stuff at us becuase there were a lot of this ''new'' bands that make all bullshitty, and alll look boring, but they left me with this wanting-to play thing it's frustrating and stupid.

I'm not going to mention the thing that I said last weekend(see Total Boredom) , becuase it will end with the same old bad luck, but anyway wish it does.

Just wanna let you know that the post ''comments'' are in use (I hope you can get it this way!!!!!).

I'm tired.

I'm going to sleep, and I think my inspiration will come back.

Hey someone help me how to do my songwriting, I have lost the ''thing''that maybe you call inspiration or whatever it is, I've lost it, I know the reasons, I always loose it when I have no motivation, this is the case.

So if you know some tips or tricks please tell me, I'm bitting my fingernails!.

I also want to let you know that my band has no place to rehearse anymnore, it kinda sucks too, just when we were going to record our first songs.

We are gonna have a new website too, I'll let you know if you want it.

Oh, just saw Kill Bill vol.1, pretty damn good film, I think it's up to you to pick it up, 'cause it's cool pretty nasty and kinda bloody, I can't wait to see vol. 2 I don't know if it's on the theaters now, if it is, I definetely will see it, I also bought Beach Boy's live on Knebworth, and let me tell you that it rocks, if you hate them it's not my fault, blame your one-track mind, don't get me wrong.


Nope, I don't saw her this passed weekend, ok, whatever, but I'll like too see her anyway, who cares, eeehmm...me.

Oh..and I liked the band that performed on the Kill Bill movie too, kinda surf and old a go-go stuff, it sound pretty cool and funny, well I need to dinner go suck your mommy's tit, see ya.

How bore can you be?, how stupidly could you waste your time?, how can you be so idiot to waste time reading this?, haha just kidding, In matter of fact, right know I'm pretty bore so I really don't know what to do and even don't know what to write for you, maybe you can tell which has been your most boring moment in life, and what have you done with it.

Tell me I need to now.

And by the way, I wish to see this girl on this weekend, I can't wait to see her, I hope she could go out with me tomorrow, so I know you don't care, whatever....yeah dude.

My recomendation for a good movie to-buy, is The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (the latest version, I think is of 2003), maybe you know this true lifestory, but this movie makes your skin like chicken, more if you are seeing it alone at night, I never had saw the old version, but this one is pretty damn good, and the end part is like strange bizarre and scary by the way, you won't expect the end, I swear.

It's perfect for you and your lady to see it on a Friday night but don't use popcorn too much, this movie it's kinda bloody and shows everything like it was, perfect movie for a night of hugs and maybe who knows what else....haha I was kidding.

So if you have the chance buy it or rent it it's really one of my top 5 of horror movies if you can say this is horror I mean because it was real you know I'm telling you, it's kinda bizarre, so go get it!.