Monday, March 07, 2005
Sucks being this way
Mmmmhh...,no I don't have any news of what I posted the last time, anyway I won't let it bring me down even a little bit, in fact I just wanna like live my life like it is, don't waste too much tim thinkin' on it, but anyway I will say it fuck it, I fucking love her, yes that's it, it's a feeling that I can't deny really, so for bad or for well I hope to get news about what's really going on with us, sometimes I really wanna have her really close to me(even knowing that it could not be too much true right now), I never felt that for a girl, even friday night I got a little drunk, and after ending drinking I saw a photo of her with me, and I really felt that I needed her, not a false thought, just a real one, believe me.
Anyway this is just me, the thing is how she feels, and how does she wants this to end, I really don't wanna be the idiot of the game again, I had enough, she said the same : ''I've had enough too'' but anyway let's see what the heck goes on.
The actual thing is that I haven't been with her more than 5 minutes since a week and a half ago, so that barely sucks(she has been sick and stuff like that.).
Anyway this is just me, the thing is how she feels, and how does she wants this to end, I really don't wanna be the idiot of the game again, I had enough, she said the same : ''I've had enough too'' but anyway let's see what the heck goes on.
The actual thing is that I haven't been with her more than 5 minutes since a week and a half ago, so that barely sucks(she has been sick and stuff like that.).