Monday, March 07, 2005

 

Sucks being this way

Mmmmhh...,no I don't have any news of what I posted the last time, anyway I won't let it bring me down even a little bit, in fact I just wanna like live my life like it is, don't waste too much tim thinkin' on it, but anyway I will say it fuck it, I fucking love her, yes that's it, it's a feeling that I can't deny really, so for bad or for well I hope to get news about what's really going on with us, sometimes I really wanna have her really close to me(even knowing that it could not be too much true right now), I never felt that for a girl, even friday night I got a little drunk, and after ending drinking I saw a photo of her with me, and I really felt that I needed her, not a false thought, just a real one, believe me.

Anyway this is just me, the thing is how she feels, and how does she wants this to end, I really don't wanna be the idiot of the game again, I had enough, she said the same : ''I've had enough too'' but anyway let's see what the heck goes on.

The actual thing is that I haven't been with her more than 5 minutes since a week and a half ago, so that barely sucks(she has been sick and stuff like that.).

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