Tuesday, February 22, 2005
What's going on?, I mean what? or how? or it's over?
Well first of all, I don't know where I'm at, still wondering about it since I knew it, last night I couldn't get sleep, all I did was thinking and thinking about it like a rollercoaster, I'm pretty confuse and dissapointed at the same time, it's just insane, yesterday I was the happiest man on the world, but now today I ended up being the saddest of the sad, I'm so fucking voluble and after I knew the thing, I was like a fucking bird without wings, like a speecher without voice, as a pen without tint, as a guy fooled around, simply as that, it's tremendously amazing how my mind changes a lot when you put to it something that makes me feel miserable or makes me feel great.
Anyway I'm not gonna tell the thing that makes me feel so impotent, impatience, confusing, and sad, and I don't know what kind of other of same things like that.
But I'm gonna give you some clues of the topic which I'm trying not to tell you, at least noy directly, here they are:
1. I'm sick and tired of being fooles around.
2. Tired of whining.
3. Don't wanna whine anymore.
4.Things and ''issues''(at least that's what I think they are)force me to whine anyway.
5. I never been so happy so much time on my life(1 day), like I was yesterday, but then I knew I had a reason to not being that happy at all.
Hope someone reads this and I hope this thing could change because if it continues like it goes now, believe me my dear lector: life will be over again for me.
And last but not least, everyday that passes by, I confirm pretty much strong that there is only 2 kind of people on humankind, and those are this ones:
1. People who takes seriously his life.
2. People who don't.
I'm not a guy who gets to serious at all, even when everybody tells me that everyday, but I'm serious at the things were I have to, if you know what I mean, is just about caring about the things you like or caring for your own life, please, how many times I've told you that running away from life is coward!!!!!.
This is the last thing for real:
There's always time for everything on one day, no matter how busy you are, 8 hours are for working/studying/homeworking other 4 hours for wasting time, the other 4 hours could be for eating/talking/reading(these are just examples, please don't tell me that I'm a fuckin human clock controller of life[I just want to let you know that it can really be some time do do something that you might think you couldn't] or something like that) and the other 8 are for rest/sleep, now that you know that(which I think you should've knew) you can't say you are a busy guy who can attend people.
That's all you dirty sinners.
Anyway I'm not gonna tell the thing that makes me feel so impotent, impatience, confusing, and sad, and I don't know what kind of other of same things like that.
But I'm gonna give you some clues of the topic which I'm trying not to tell you, at least noy directly, here they are:
1. I'm sick and tired of being fooles around.
2. Tired of whining.
3. Don't wanna whine anymore.
4.Things and ''issues''(at least that's what I think they are)force me to whine anyway.
5. I never been so happy so much time on my life(1 day), like I was yesterday, but then I knew I had a reason to not being that happy at all.
Hope someone reads this and I hope this thing could change because if it continues like it goes now, believe me my dear lector: life will be over again for me.
And last but not least, everyday that passes by, I confirm pretty much strong that there is only 2 kind of people on humankind, and those are this ones:
1. People who takes seriously his life.
2. People who don't.
I'm not a guy who gets to serious at all, even when everybody tells me that everyday, but I'm serious at the things were I have to, if you know what I mean, is just about caring about the things you like or caring for your own life, please, how many times I've told you that running away from life is coward!!!!!.
This is the last thing for real:
There's always time for everything on one day, no matter how busy you are, 8 hours are for working/studying/homeworking other 4 hours for wasting time, the other 4 hours could be for eating/talking/reading(these are just examples, please don't tell me that I'm a fuckin human clock controller of life[I just want to let you know that it can really be some time do do something that you might think you couldn't] or something like that) and the other 8 are for rest/sleep, now that you know that(which I think you should've knew) you can't say you are a busy guy who can attend people.
That's all you dirty sinners.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Generation of the dirty overrated filthy fuckers.
Well is time to keep you updated, on what I think that you don't even read. isn't?..., well I had been working hard this two first months, and I'm cool with that thank God we have something to get cash, and my band has beeing playing almost every weekend on party/gigs/basements which takes me to this next point:
First I hope someone is reading this and then I hope and I believe anyway, that at least somebody feels like I do on this thing.
Playing on basements or parties or whatever of that kind of nature gives me some views, first: the mayority of the bands and more especifically punk bands start playing on this so called places, then some advance to this point called: venues or places of that type(bars, clubs, festivals, etc.), which makes this bands got more attention and more seen and more ''special''( is not an issue for me anyway but I wanna explain the whole thing, allright?), they have this $5 entrance per average which is a good choice that I will pay for a good band, and let me tell without the parenthesis that I have play on those places which makes me a knowing person of that, some bands get paid some not on those places depends with who you play and how you play, but that's another point, anyway I feel a little without a luck by not playing on those places with my band, because I've played on bars with my other pasts bands and we weren't that good for being there, but I don't know what happens to this fucking scene here on Monterrey, or Nuevo León however you want it to locate it, there's not even a good fucking independent record that make you say hey I hope they can see me and sign me(which anyway I won't care to think), or say hey I will like to see that band and say ''allright let's go see this band'', but ladies an gentleman there isn't, everything is to foggy and overrated and too fashioned, except for 2 or 3 bands that I know personally, bands that I will like to here that came from this dirty scene: Bubble Gummers(which are not playing anymore since 2001), and I can barely say some few bands of hardcorepunk and this friends of mine called Kamikaze and Never Thinkin too, and that's all folks, it's not that I hate the other bands and let me tell you that I have a lot of friends playing and not for that necesarilly like how their bands play, but is just that they don't get it sometimes what is this all about, this is about music and then about Rock and Roll and then for us is about Punk, and if you don't know what is it about and what you wanna do with it, you are lost my dear friend and there's the point for this comment.
And I sincerely hope to see more good bands coming now, I really do, and see a place when we can record an album or at least something close to that, the example is with my band, we wanted to record on a place that could sound barely audible and stuff like that but I didn't find that ''place'', we kinda find it now but it is too late now for that, and I thing maybe we will record there this year, if you care about it, I wanna see a record company were I can buy albums of bands that I like and that but I think we are on cavern days for that, anyway maybe its just me or maybe It's me that don't show up too much on gigs and clubs and places like that.
I really hope all that, but there's a lot of bands out there nowadays that don't even know what the hell is this about that are up on stage playing like stooges(not the band The stooges I mean the literary word), and keep and will do it for godsake!!, gotta let you know that my band hasn't rehearsed on 2 months or sort like that because we don't have were to, and we have played like that on those parties and basements, is not that we don't need to rehearse, we really don't have where!!.
Allright that's all, anyway keep dancing fuckers!.
See you cretins.
First I hope someone is reading this and then I hope and I believe anyway, that at least somebody feels like I do on this thing.
Playing on basements or parties or whatever of that kind of nature gives me some views, first: the mayority of the bands and more especifically punk bands start playing on this so called places, then some advance to this point called: venues or places of that type(bars, clubs, festivals, etc.), which makes this bands got more attention and more seen and more ''special''( is not an issue for me anyway but I wanna explain the whole thing, allright?), they have this $5 entrance per average which is a good choice that I will pay for a good band, and let me tell without the parenthesis that I have play on those places which makes me a knowing person of that, some bands get paid some not on those places depends with who you play and how you play, but that's another point, anyway I feel a little without a luck by not playing on those places with my band, because I've played on bars with my other pasts bands and we weren't that good for being there, but I don't know what happens to this fucking scene here on Monterrey, or Nuevo León however you want it to locate it, there's not even a good fucking independent record that make you say hey I hope they can see me and sign me(which anyway I won't care to think), or say hey I will like to see that band and say ''allright let's go see this band'', but ladies an gentleman there isn't, everything is to foggy and overrated and too fashioned, except for 2 or 3 bands that I know personally, bands that I will like to here that came from this dirty scene: Bubble Gummers(which are not playing anymore since 2001), and I can barely say some few bands of hardcorepunk and this friends of mine called Kamikaze and Never Thinkin too, and that's all folks, it's not that I hate the other bands and let me tell you that I have a lot of friends playing and not for that necesarilly like how their bands play, but is just that they don't get it sometimes what is this all about, this is about music and then about Rock and Roll and then for us is about Punk, and if you don't know what is it about and what you wanna do with it, you are lost my dear friend and there's the point for this comment.
And I sincerely hope to see more good bands coming now, I really do, and see a place when we can record an album or at least something close to that, the example is with my band, we wanted to record on a place that could sound barely audible and stuff like that but I didn't find that ''place'', we kinda find it now but it is too late now for that, and I thing maybe we will record there this year, if you care about it, I wanna see a record company were I can buy albums of bands that I like and that but I think we are on cavern days for that, anyway maybe its just me or maybe It's me that don't show up too much on gigs and clubs and places like that.
I really hope all that, but there's a lot of bands out there nowadays that don't even know what the hell is this about that are up on stage playing like stooges(not the band The stooges I mean the literary word), and keep and will do it for godsake!!, gotta let you know that my band hasn't rehearsed on 2 months or sort like that because we don't have were to, and we have played like that on those parties and basements, is not that we don't need to rehearse, we really don't have where!!.
Allright that's all, anyway keep dancing fuckers!.
See you cretins.
