Thursday, May 12, 2005
In remembrance of you
Hi, I've been sick this week an stomach infection, so I took days off of work, in fact I still feel some kind of dizzy by the time I'm writing this, and kind of weak. It's amazing how my thoughts ran fast to this girl that I don't used to like anymore, just because I feel so alone this days, in fact I'm writing this on the office, and I feel alone anyway, I'm in this point of my life where I don't know where I'm going, if I'm doing it right or wrong, if its gonna be good or bad, feel like that, pretty much, is not that I don't see any future, is just that I feel like I'm walking nowhere, and nobody is around me.
What it comes to my band, which has been doing nothing this days, I don't know I see it foggy, strange even afraid of playing, I have this rare feeling that everything that I come up and do, I'll fuck it up, I don't know maybe is this medication thing, I wanna sleep, I wanna be around someone and cuddle around, loose myself in some arms, whatever like that.
I'm almost starting to yell out to this fucking state this: Is there any independent label who would like to sign us??!!!!, or a record studio who could barely record us and not judge us for what we play??!!!, or any record distribution that could DISTRIBUTE our ''demos''???!!!.
Look this friend of mine who has been on this let's say: band, which in fact I started with him, and every who knows me knows the rest of the story, well their a pretty well known band on the underground scene, they just recorded a song, yes just one, they did it(as I haven't really heard it, but I will do it soon)with a bunch of pesos, they call it a demo song, alright here comes my question, what it for?, well they are waiting for some record label, a BIG one, to sign them, that's their dream and ambition. it's Ok, I haven't heard the so called song, but for I've been told it has a violin section and stuff like that, let's say it has a great fuckin production, you can almost say that it hears like a Mainstream label as I've been told, and stuff like that, they are waiting for that, let's say that some day they get signed, Ok, they get the money the fame, the monkey kids who applaud them for being the next big thing, national Radio airing, national Video airing, well after all that let me tell you some stuff: That ain't true, I have told them, but they keep telling me that's what they want, what can you do?, who am I to say?, they are great musician by the way, and great friends of mine, they only know how much, I wish them a lot of luck every time that I have it.
If you think I'm kissing assess you are wrong, you don't haven't even experienced this, mmmhh...let's see if they put us together on their upcomig tour, haha that was asskissering and I'm glad I'm doing it.
Fellas, is so good and peaceful being alone that I'm almost loving it, until some girl comes down and pull my ankled heart.
What it comes to my band, which has been doing nothing this days, I don't know I see it foggy, strange even afraid of playing, I have this rare feeling that everything that I come up and do, I'll fuck it up, I don't know maybe is this medication thing, I wanna sleep, I wanna be around someone and cuddle around, loose myself in some arms, whatever like that.
I'm almost starting to yell out to this fucking state this: Is there any independent label who would like to sign us??!!!!, or a record studio who could barely record us and not judge us for what we play??!!!, or any record distribution that could DISTRIBUTE our ''demos''???!!!.
Look this friend of mine who has been on this let's say: band, which in fact I started with him, and every who knows me knows the rest of the story, well their a pretty well known band on the underground scene, they just recorded a song, yes just one, they did it(as I haven't really heard it, but I will do it soon)with a bunch of pesos, they call it a demo song, alright here comes my question, what it for?, well they are waiting for some record label, a BIG one, to sign them, that's their dream and ambition. it's Ok, I haven't heard the so called song, but for I've been told it has a violin section and stuff like that, let's say it has a great fuckin production, you can almost say that it hears like a Mainstream label as I've been told, and stuff like that, they are waiting for that, let's say that some day they get signed, Ok, they get the money the fame, the monkey kids who applaud them for being the next big thing, national Radio airing, national Video airing, well after all that let me tell you some stuff: That ain't true, I have told them, but they keep telling me that's what they want, what can you do?, who am I to say?, they are great musician by the way, and great friends of mine, they only know how much, I wish them a lot of luck every time that I have it.
If you think I'm kissing assess you are wrong, you don't haven't even experienced this, mmmhh...let's see if they put us together on their upcomig tour, haha that was asskissering and I'm glad I'm doing it.
Fellas, is so good and peaceful being alone that I'm almost loving it, until some girl comes down and pull my ankled heart.
# posted by David Siañez @ 2:45 PM 
