Tuesday, February 22, 2005

 

What's going on?, I mean what? or how? or it's over?

Well first of all, I don't know where I'm at, still wondering about it since I knew it, last night I couldn't get sleep, all I did was thinking and thinking about it like a rollercoaster, I'm pretty confuse and dissapointed at the same time, it's just insane, yesterday I was the happiest man on the world, but now today I ended up being the saddest of the sad, I'm so fucking voluble and after I knew the thing, I was like a fucking bird without wings, like a speecher without voice, as a pen without tint, as a guy fooled around, simply as that, it's tremendously amazing how my mind changes a lot when you put to it something that makes me feel miserable or makes me feel great.

Anyway I'm not gonna tell the thing that makes me feel so impotent, impatience, confusing, and sad, and I don't know what kind of other of same things like that.

But I'm gonna give you some clues of the topic which I'm trying not to tell you, at least noy directly, here they are:

1. I'm sick and tired of being fooles around.

2. Tired of whining.

3. Don't wanna whine anymore.

4.Things and ''issues''(at least that's what I think they are)force me to whine anyway.

5. I never been so happy so much time on my life(1 day), like I was yesterday, but then I knew I had a reason to not being that happy at all.

Hope someone reads this and I hope this thing could change because if it continues like it goes now, believe me my dear lector: life will be over again for me.

And last but not least, everyday that passes by, I confirm pretty much strong that there is only 2 kind of people on humankind, and those are this ones:

1. People who takes seriously his life.

2. People who don't.

I'm not a guy who gets to serious at all, even when everybody tells me that everyday, but I'm serious at the things were I have to, if you know what I mean, is just about caring about the things you like or caring for your own life, please, how many times I've told you that running away from life is coward!!!!!.

This is the last thing for real:

There's always time for everything on one day, no matter how busy you are, 8 hours are for working/studying/homeworking other 4 hours for wasting time, the other 4 hours could be for eating/talking/reading(these are just examples, please don't tell me that I'm a fuckin human clock controller of life[I just want to let you know that it can really be some time do do something that you might think you couldn't] or something like that) and the other 8 are for rest/sleep, now that you know that(which I think you should've knew) you can't say you are a busy guy who can attend people.

That's all you dirty sinners.

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