Sunday, July 18, 2004
What's really going on? escape? not a way.
Well you know what's the deal this days, don't give up on school days and then find a job, where you can barely live and eat allright to me that's fine, besides doing what you want, but celebrate your end of study to me is strange, 'cause I've just being on one and just hate it, in fact I had a nother and then went away, I don't know, maybe you can call that apathy, but I wasn't feeling allright by being there, I don't know if you get this but it's a fact I wasn't a good student that's true in all kind of senses, but as I have my views I saw and see it clear 'till this day, let's go more nasty : do you really enjoyed your high prom and all that kinda shitty glamouros crap, beacuse I didn't .
In fact I was surprised that people that used to hang around with me were having a blast out of this shit,(obviously is ok if they enjoyed I'm not judging, I just said that I was SURPISED) and getting drunk and stuff like that, at that point I didn't wanted to knew more about the school and teachers and phonies, and bad people there.
But who cares if they enjoy that or not because they will be having probably more and more, 'cause they say they ''hate school'', but they ended up loving it, and how about those little geeks who end up being partyboys and exotic dancers, you should be what you really are not a ghost of you or a shadow of your idols, and how about the little girls who are anxiously waiting for their first sexual expierence or second one or whatever it is,(probably their first, even if they said was her tenth time)and make the prom date a real game of hormones and erotism, well that's what I've seen, if I'm wrong probably you live on a suburb or on a small city, chicks make whatever it takes to finally be women that ''special night'', but what they don't count with it's that their probably being a little inocenntly wrong, it's cool to be happy with yourself and noticing that things are going the good way, but taking that excuse to loose your mind, as I said one time, think, then act.
I know at that age you don't know what's going on and you don't know what is life, but you are mature enough to notice what are you doing to yourself, look:
1. You think
2. Make
3. Making turns to fact
4.Facts turns to reality
5. Reality is true
6. True is just two options
7. You liked what you've done or you end up hating the time you did it.
8. Option No. 7 can be seen when you are on option No.1.
So knowing this facts you probably know what I'm talking about, and if you don't care let me tell you : escaping from reality is coward.
And if you don't even care about that, God bless you my dear lector.
In fact I was surprised that people that used to hang around with me were having a blast out of this shit,(obviously is ok if they enjoyed I'm not judging, I just said that I was SURPISED) and getting drunk and stuff like that, at that point I didn't wanted to knew more about the school and teachers and phonies, and bad people there.
But who cares if they enjoy that or not because they will be having probably more and more, 'cause they say they ''hate school'', but they ended up loving it, and how about those little geeks who end up being partyboys and exotic dancers, you should be what you really are not a ghost of you or a shadow of your idols, and how about the little girls who are anxiously waiting for their first sexual expierence or second one or whatever it is,(probably their first, even if they said was her tenth time)and make the prom date a real game of hormones and erotism, well that's what I've seen, if I'm wrong probably you live on a suburb or on a small city, chicks make whatever it takes to finally be women that ''special night'', but what they don't count with it's that their probably being a little inocenntly wrong, it's cool to be happy with yourself and noticing that things are going the good way, but taking that excuse to loose your mind, as I said one time, think, then act.
I know at that age you don't know what's going on and you don't know what is life, but you are mature enough to notice what are you doing to yourself, look:
1. You think
2. Make
3. Making turns to fact
4.Facts turns to reality
5. Reality is true
6. True is just two options
7. You liked what you've done or you end up hating the time you did it.
8. Option No. 7 can be seen when you are on option No.1.
So knowing this facts you probably know what I'm talking about, and if you don't care let me tell you : escaping from reality is coward.
And if you don't even care about that, God bless you my dear lector.
# posted by David Siañez @ 1:02 AM 
